Ahh, where was I? Oh, yes, okay, let us continue:
Eric looked happy and surprised, and i'm sure i did, too. But i sure didn't feel that way.
For the next few days, us ''Dating'' was mainly just us smiling at each other in math class and people going, "Are you REALLY dating Eric? Why?"
I was miserable. I decided to do something for myself. I broke up with Eric, making our ''relationship'' last a week.
So i was single. Again. And Seth had Decided not to be friends with Axel anymore because he was mean to me,
And i had to deal with Eric always telling me he never even liked me in the first place.
It was like this for a while, and my birthday party (combined with my sister's) was coming up, on the 27th.
I invited all of my friends, and only Hannah and Seth came. Hannah had to leave early, so it was just me, Seth, and all of the grown-ups.
Seth, me, and my mom's friends' kids (Bella and Koa) were watching movies until we all fell asleep, besides me and Bella.
We talked, and when Bella fell asleep, i realized something.
All this time, i was going around saying "yes" to everything, when i didn't care about myself first.
I was blind.
I was deaf of my heart whispering who i loved.
All this time, even though i didn't realize it until then, i trusted, was closest to, loved, and was in love with Seth.
I know it sounds crazy, but Seth felt... different. I could be myself around him.
I could tell him anything.
I could always trust him.
And i would always be comfortable, no matter what happened around us.
I loved him.
And i still do, to this day.
The next day was a school day. I told everyone i had a crush on someone, including Seth.
Over email, he asked me who it was.
I told him i would only give him hints.
I figured if i told him it was someone different then everyone would get off my back. So i described Hayden.
I gave them these hints.
Blonde hair (Seth's is dark)
Is in my vocal class (Seth is in band, not vocal)
Is in my geography class (All of my friends are in that class.)
Seth guessed Hayden on the first try.
So now everyone on class thought i had a crush on Hayden.
And Hayden didn't like me.
It was awkward.
I went around like this for a while, then i decided to tell Seth it was HIM i liked.
Read more in Part 3!