I fell to the ground When you told me goodbye By: Cal The Sad Poet
I fell to the ground 
When you told me goodbye






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After she said her goodbye
I fell to the ground
My knees scrapped and ruined
My scars showing
Everything
I turned miserable
Because of her
Because of that one goodbye

I fell to the ground When you told me goodbye By: Cal The Sad Poet

It all started with a single goodbye Like those break up scenes But this was no break up scene, but just an ending chapter of your life that included me fading into nothingness of this event that I can barley even grasp on to my consciousness

My world crumbled down No scratch that Everything that I only had was gone that was you But you were so cruel and decided to leave me and all we had with just a simple goodbye And my mind started saying

DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOUR SAYING BE CAREFUL WITH WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE THESE WORDS WILL START WEIGHING AGAINST MY CHEST AND YOU WILL SUDDENLY HEAR ME PRAYING PLEASE GOD TELL ME THESE ARE LIES PLEASE GOD TELL ME THAT THIS DISGUISE THAT SHES WEARING ISNT SOMETHING THAT WILL KEEP STAYING

BECAUSE YOU KNOW I CANT FUNCTION PROPERLY WITHOUT HER SMILE THAT DIGS DEEP INTO MY HEAART AND SHES NOT EVEN OKAY BY HERSELF SHE THINK SHES A DISASTER WHEN SHE STARES AT THE MIRROR AND THAT TEARS ME APART SHE CAN BARLEY SPEAK WHATS ON HER MIND, DO YOU THINK IF IM GONE SHE WILL BE FINE NOOOO SHE WONT I SAID NOOOOO SHE WONT!!!!

First of all Please don’t leave me I really can’t function without you And if I stop seeing ur smile I’ll start seeing Monsters under my bed Probably whispering Try weed, pills, alcohol, crystal meth, just Something so you can forget about what everyone has done to you About everything that you had to pass through

sO YOU CAN FORGET THAT WHAT YOU HAD IS NOW GONE AND NOW YOU HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO HOLD ON

You are crying now Right In front of me And I don’t get it I don’t get how you can break my heart so easily

But I will still have the feeling to just caress your cheek and say It’s okay When it’s not

Because I’m breaking into a thousand pieces And I still force a light hearted smile Which makes me feel in denial Making me go crazy Making me feel suicidal

You’re gone You walked away I know I’m not good enough But why through all these years, did you keep holding on To my bloody wrists that were hidden so well

Did you stay because you had no one else to yell all your anger at making me try to hide the feelings I had

Because I was afraid of hurting you When you were hurting me mentally and physically

Which I feel so dumb For falling in-love Which such person that doesn’t involve me in their life

So I don’t understand I don’t understand

Thanks for reading my poem This is me :) IK I look like trash But any feed back? I know my poetry skills aren’t that good but, i will like some feed back :) And plus, these poems I make are about my life :) So they are going to be terrible Thanks for taking your time to read my ugly poetry <3

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