I went somewhere new this year
New grounds, new faces
The fear of being disliked gnawed at my stomach, eating holes in the butterfly’s wings
My body weight constantly changing
I don’t like my picture day photo, I should have smiled
I’m with family but it’s very annoying
My clothes are getting smaller, I’m spending money on the wrong things
I feel stuck
But things are actually going good
I made a really good friend, she’s fun and pretty, she’s nice to me and is patient.
Her animals are cool too.
She feels like the human embodiment of nature, chiseled from bark.
We’re moving into our own house soon, it hurts to wait.
I’m doing decent in class
I haven’t had many episodes recently,
Dare I say,
I almost feel content?