Fuck ups, they will always cost a lot.
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Fuck ups, they will always cost a lot.

by brieflyfelt

My life like a paradox, one side consisting of millions of clocks, resembles all my fuck ups. I panic from the sight of them nowhere near a stop…

not stopping the constant mocking from the memories whispering in my ear

Is it even better when they stop? or will they’ve fucked up so much that they’ll have continued with constantly fucking my thoughts up? so now I also fear when they stop.

will I be able to forget the paradox, without fucking it up?

will I what I fear the most happen? meaning the endless nights of shaking and feeling to hot, almost like my body’s baking. reliving the memories of fuck ups.

as they roll across my eyes like a silent movie, making me focus on the faces of those I hurt.

their sadness in their eyes, that I know in the non-clock cover paradox, called reality, they just cover with a smile. they scare me..

scared is all I’ll ever be.

but cover ups don’t come with the paradox. they’re covered with their emotion thick as Nivea body lotion, making me watch in slow motion.

ending with my bed covered in more tears then the Arctic Ocean.

will the stopping make it. make it better, making me feel even more confident in that black leather. making all those fuck ups fill up my world as much as a bird and its left behind feather.

all together I wish I were more clever because we all know that fuck ups, makes that sweet life…arrive… never

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brieflyfeltwhats spoken is teenange emotion
a year ago
I lost you "dad"
he's not there

brieflyfeltwhats spoken is teenange emotion
a year ago
Addicted to You!

brieflyfeltwhats spoken is teenange emotion
8 months ago
Thank you commful
This is a thank you note to all you kind people on...



plutoSilver CommaPlanets man
a year agoReply
it's the price we pay for education......still is cheaper than college haha

tbanarchyGifted WriterI am a snarky freelance writer.
a year agoReply
This reminds me of a song by Neil Young called Fuckin' Up where Neil asks, "Why do I keep fuckin' up?"

brieflyfeltwhats spoken is teenange emotion
a year agoReply
@bernardtwindwil the "The only fucks that really count are the one you don't know about because they killed you." part really got me. that was deep. i do think that some fuck ups carry weight even though you're still alive but thank you thank you very much. fuck ups shapes us as people and thats why we're different because we do different things and end up with different fuck ups.

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
a year agoReply
If you are alive now, the fuck ups weren't bad. The only fucks that really count are the one you don't know about because they killed you. Obviously, any other fuck ups carry no weight. I really liked the structure and writing of the poem. You presented a message that is important to many people.