Make me a drop of rain, so when I hit the ground
I can be released from my pain.
Make me a drop of rain so no matter where I go
even in my deepest sorrows I can be beautiful.
You have changed me forever,
twisted my mind and numbed my heart,
you tore me apart.
If I was a drop of rain it would rain all day and you would be forced to listen to my song of
I wish I had a normal brain,
I wish you could feel my pain,
I wish I was the same person I used to be but you have changed me.
I do not want to be this person.
I wanna be rain or a bird so then I could fly from the pain,
I would fly high in the sky but for now I cry
and sometimes I even want to die. I walk around and say “this is my fault”
but I know that is a lie.
I’m so sick of feeling this way
I feel this every fucking day.
I wanna be happy,
I wanna smile.
I don’t wanna have pain that feels like it can stretch out for miles, and I swear my pain can make piles and grow into mountains.
The mountains will pass the sky and I wouldn't have to lie about feeling fine, then they would cry. They would cry so much that no-one will ever forget what you have done. I don’t wanna run.
This is why I beg to be rain, to be released from my chains. Now you see why life is more than a game to me.