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blastimus
blastimus but they since rose, and won the day.
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I keept running away from my... Illness... But I don't think I'll ever truly cure it.
Continuation of Mindscaping.

Mind-scathing

They Never Truly Leave

They Never Truly Leave Not Now

They Never Truly Leave Not Now Not Ever

they never left, they just hide in the depths of my mind waiting

and waiting

and waiting and waiting

the most patient predators never give themselves away

and just when you think you managed to get away, to pick yourself up

and just when you think you managed to get away, to pick yourself up right then they all come rushing back after the first slip up

And that's exactly what happened: I thought I got away, that reaching out solved it...

And it did...

And it did... for a while

It warded off the old habits, it made me feel like I escaped my self harming tendencies...

It warded off the old habits, it made me feel like I escaped my self harming tendencies... for a while

I developed myself, I let go of hate and distrust, made new friends, learned new things.

And at my peak a single piece of my past, a relic of my old self, a page of the book I burned, turned up in my mind

And at my peak a single piece of my past, a relic of my old self, a page of the book I burned, turned up in my mind "Pity"

And at my peak a single piece of my past, a relic of my old self, a page of the book I burned, turned up in my mind "Pity" "They All Pity You"

"As Soon As You Started To Think You Got Better Everyone Left"

Was it true?

Was it true? Probably not...

Was it true? Probably not... Or maybe it was...

It Definitely Was

And next was...

And next was... It was...

And next was... It was... Nothing

No pain, no rage, no sadness, just

No pain, no rage, no sadness, just Nothing

I feel empty

I feel empty Broken down

I feel empty Broken down But they are still dragging me back in

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