"My life is so complicated, it's so much complicated even for me, I stumble through my life just as a drunk man, a very drunk man trying to get to his home from having a very very long day,
it's so hard I don't think you could ever understand and I wouldn't blame you , when you look me.
from the outside its seems like I am having a ball , and everything is simple and all but it really isn't, not a single step is easy to make , I don't want that for you ,
trust me its soooo complicated, and I know you ,I mean I have this good ....
you can say its intuitions for people's personality, and it tells me you don't know complications, I could be wrong, but...
I trust my intuitions you know, you can't handle complications, even in the toughest and which I would call Sundays complications for me, you would go through them like a very easy steps ,
way to your highway ,so smooth..you make it look so smooth. And am afraid, if you wanna be involved in my complications, you somehow would change it to that smooth looking walk you know?...
I dont want that"
She still didn't finish , she have a lot to say it seems. After listening to her quietly, he looked her in the eye and said