I love you, and i'm sorry I can't show it.
Im sorry that the boys before you broke me down to a point where I can't show you.
I can't show you I trust you because I don't.
I can't show you I believe in us because I don't.
I can't show you I want you because I don't.
I can't show you what I want because I don't know.
I wish it was different and that I could believe you when you reassure me.
I know its dumb I don't, but I can't.
I have faith that you will show me over time and eventually I will be able to trust you.
I have faith in this because I know you are true and I know you are real.
But I still just can not believe it.
I don't believe in us. I don't believe in love. Because all I've ever believed in is that one day you will leave me.
But I have hope in you and I have hope in us. Hope that you will prove me wrong and that one day i'll be able to show you my love.
I love you but I can't show it. Because every-time I've shown it, it gets broken down.
Please don't break me down.