I used to be quite sensitive; to words. Thinking about somethings for long periods of time-shuddering while recreating scenarios.
But now, words don't matter most of the times. I have to keep imagining the scenario to feel something. Sometimes I succeed, other times I fail. I have changed. But change is goood they say!
Murder, suicide,evil,darkness- they all just seem objective terms; not being able to pass through my opaque existence.
I wanted to become stronger. But I am becoming apathetic.
And I don't think this change is good.