I regret writing everything I have written here. I realized back then that I was being melodramatic, and as I look back, I feel this gut wrenching cringe with how melodramatic I was.
That being said, Guy Average says goodbye forever. I will not be deleting my works because they serve as a reminder to me the cringy mess I become if I don't toughen up.
I doubt my work has aided anyone, but hey, it never hurts to keep my works up in case they somehow magically do help someone in need. May Guy Average rest in peace- he was a total faggot.