i miss you but i don't wish you were here
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ariiina
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i miss you but i do(n't) wish you were
small poem
written in july 2019!!

i miss you but i don't wish you were here

every time i see your face i want to puke, i want to rip my eyes out and stuff them in my pockets rip my brain out and put it in my bag rip my heart out and stomp on it

love is a scary thing

your presence triggers a fight or flight response inside of me this perceived danger

though they say you can get over a habit in 2 months it's been more than that and i still can't get over this one

at the same time i see your face and i want to smile i still see beauty in it i see the trapped kindness

and i hate myself for it

i hate myself for being a flood i hate myself for falling in love with a boy that became a drought and i especially hate myself for falling in love with feeling left some plants can last for years without water, but i guess i'm not one

eyes are the windows to the soul and way too many people have told me what beautiful eyes you have

they called you a wolf maybe they were right you find the prey and rip the flesh

and i will cling to your teeth until it chokes me and let them and love it

i am my father's daughter my mother's ghost

i am the sheep in love with a wolf i would crawl into your mouth just to feel warm

you're going to tear me to pieces and i will love you for it

maybe i miss you and i wish you were here to kill me

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