Am I not allowed to be this sad? Am I not allowed to be this mad?
Writing depression lines on my pad. Hopeless thoughts come and crash.
I’m a wistful, gloomy, heavy hearted poet. I’ve lost ALL faith and hope and I know it. I take this love and I put it in a seed. Put it deep inside me and try to grow it.
But no sun rays are able to get through. ￼ Everywhere I look only color I see is blue. Only thing that makes me smile baby is you, But even in your eyes I see myself gloom.
I pray to that one day that seed will bloom. I pray to that this one day comes soon. Cause it’s dark in here and I can’t see. Like a ship at midnight in the dark sea.
You’re the brightest light in this world. I’d be dead right now if it wasn’t for you girl. I’ll be fine after this light guides me home, Because home is the one place I’m not alone.