From Time To Time
From Time To Time feeling stories
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anzodk
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Time is infinite. That's how it's supposed to be. Even when the universe dies, time will keep flowing. It feels a little pointless right? But hey, who am I to judge? Time does what ever the hell it feels like. Forcing me to move. Making the days start and end. Making me lose. I'm losing the game.

From Time To Time

Time is infinite. That's how it's supposed to be. Even when the universe dies, time will keep flowing.

It feels a little pointless right? But hey, who am I to judge? Time does what ever the hell it feels like. Forcing me to move. Making the days start and end. Making me lose. I'm losing the game.

I used to be a winner in the lottery of life. I won fantastic language skills. Grammatical understanding. Low-level math. I never had to work for anything. I was a winner. A lucky one.

I was the leading student for most of my school life. Most of it. Until I finished 10'th grade. Suddenly. Instantly. Immediately. Synonyms again... My armor showed it's cracks.

I fell in love with the world of binary numbers. Increasingly difficult mathematical functions. Logical Operations. Bit-wise logic.

But mathematics requires the one skill I was never blessed with. Logic and reasoning. I focused on Math and Logic almost 24/7. Lost my edge in Danish and English.

Lost my edge in creative designing. I realized that my brain ain't suited for math. But it was too late. I gave up on my binary paradise. I lost my safe-heaven of Danish and English.

I'm not used to fighting. Honestly I hate fighting. Especially if it's for my own gain. I once tried to reclaim my safe-heaven.

But what good is a nuclear bomb, if you don't understand how to fire it?

I decided to live a lie...

I started associating with people, who were very bad at computers...

Made them see my mediocre skill as God-Tier...

They always come to me for help with their computers. I fear the day, I fail to fix their issue...

Many say that guys never reach out for help, and therefore die alone. I didn't want that.

I searched for help. Got "help"

It's becoming hard to wake my body on the bottom of the ocean.

I'm afraid...

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