It Hurts - A. J. Tamara
It Hurts

- A. J. Tamara alcohol abuse stories
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a poem encompassing my struggles with alcohol abuse

"I'm fake happy" is a reference to the song Fake Happy by Paramore

It Hurts - A. J. Tamara

It hurts.

It hurts. The dark whole inside that I desperately try to fill

So I take another shot

I swallow another pill

After a moment's time,

After a moment's time, I'm able to calm my mind

An illusion of warmth comes over me

I'm fake happy

But I don't know that yet...

Till I lie down in bed

Till I lie down in bed And I cradle my head

Till I lie down in bed And I cradle my head And I suddenly realize I wish I were dead

Cause I'm still very much aware, that that whole is still there

It's incessant

It's relentless

It hurts.

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