How do you figure out how much to get off your chest?
How do you figure out how much to keep inside?
Do you just close your eyes and spin the fucking bottle and make out with whatever drunk mistake you land on?
Do you just put your cigarette out on your tongue and say “fuck it” and hope you can live with yourself?
Do you go to sleep at night with the lights on and the blankets tucked in so nothing can sneak up on you and eat your insides?
Do you go to sleep at night at all?