So I usually don’t post and I know no one will see this, but I really want Hannibal s4. This show has just had such a positive influence on my life.
When I’m upset, I bury myself in my obsessions to calm myself.
I know it seems ridiculous to look to this show for comfort, but it helped me to get over my best friend (who I’ve been pining for for years) ignoring me in favor of her boyfriend.
It helped become comfortable in my sexuality.
It helped me deal with my mother, who asks me why I’m upset and keeps pushing me until I have a meltdown and then proceeds to tell that I’m insane and I’m scaring her.
It helped me when she had to go through chemo and I had to comfort her. It helped me separate the personality I project in public from myself. I’m sorry for the rant.
I just needed to express that Hannibal has helped me through A Time and that it will always have a special place in my heart.