Here's all the things i wish i could say but somehow cant find the words to
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I am terrified of how i will react when you leave for Basic. I am scared of what i will do when you are gone.
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Here's all the things i wish i could say but somehow cant find the words to

by captured-bear-dreams

I am terrified of how i will react when you leave for Basic.

I am scared of what i will do when you are gone.

I am not ready for you to leave.

That blanket you let me borrow is keeping me from crying

I am horrifically depressed

Everything you did today was perfect

I wish i would kiss you more

I wish i wasnt a piece of shit

I wish you werent leaving

I wish i had the courage to tell you that im worried out of my mind for you

I get anxious when everyone jokes about you leaving for basic

When your mother makes jokes or comments about me, it makes me want to jump off of a cliff

I wish i was good enough

Your scent calms me down

Your voice is like a lullaby to me

I want to die sometimes

My depressive phase of bipolar disorder is back

The Navy is actually a branch i love

I wish i was as brave as you

I want to be okay again

I have thought about breaking up with you

I have regretted thinking about leaving you

I cried myself to sleep last night

The only reason i slept for so little last night was because i was sad

I starve myself sometimes

I was severely dehydrated

I dont drink as much as you think

Ive only been high 7 times

Ive tried killing myself.. More than once

Im scared of what will happen to you

You are my hero

Shit always hits the fan

Youre out of my league

youve saved me from suicide 4 times now

Sometimes i miss Christian and i cant do anything about it

Sometimes i need to cry

I hate myself

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