You've been mad at me all day because I messed up earlier yesterday.
I soon realized you're probably not gonna get over my stupid self very easily
When you came home from work, I got excited and smiled when you came in, even though I knew better
When you came into the bedroom and let me hug you, that was an awesome feeling man. I dont care that you didn't hug me back
You're sleeping on the couch, eventhough I pleaded to switch spots. You said no, and I want you be happier with your decision.
When you told me goodnight, I knew you were still super mad, but I tried to convince myself you were happy, even a little bit
Im on kik with my brother and every time I get a message, I get excited and start to believe it's you,
and that you're going to say you forgive me or that you're going to come lay down with me but I see it's just my brother Ashton and I think to myself "I dont blame you for not messaging me"
I hate that I have regrets
Im sorry that you're not happy right now
I miss your joyful self
I hope everything gets better
Im sorry Amber
I still love you
I just hope you still love me