At first I couldn’t believe it,but a part of me was so glad that you finally realize something. Last time, you told me that you’re sorry. For you could not love me like I love you.
You told me everything, the truth to be exact.
But when the time comes and we we’re being apart. I had this strange feeling that you’ll find your way back to me someday.
I know that maybe your just blinded by the things you thought was the best for you. You we’re blinded by them because you are afraid of being alone.
And you’re blinded enough to not be able to recognize that I am afraid of being alone too.
I waited and waited and waited. As you seek for the one who can complete you. I watched you got broken so many times.
And while watching you being broken like that? I couldn’t ignore the feelings that grow deeper and deeper inside of me. I still love you.
We couldn’t find each other then, you look for someone else while I look for myself. I did my best to love myself and again, I waited and waited and waited.
I want you back so bad, I keep the door unlocked. I keep your number in my phone, our photographs on my wall, and all the memories in my soul. I waited and waited and waited.
Yes it was painful, yes it was awful. It was sad and it was lonely. I was waiting for you not knowing you could not find your way back to me. But luckily, you just did. You did come back to me.
And all the years I spent waiting for you was finally over.
I will no longer wait for you to come back to me, I will now wait for you to come home because I know you know your way back now. It doesn’t matter how long I waited. It was worth it.
Patience and hope is all that I have back then. He leaved me once and I know he’ll never leave me again. Because this time, we already found each other.