Why do I have to love YOU.
My best friend, like a brother...or so I thought.
The one who makes me happy and laugh and smile and brings joy when no one else can.
Why did it have to be you?
A year ago, all I wanted was to talk to you, to be your friend
But it seems that being just friends hurts more than you hating me.
If only you knew how much I cry, how much I tremble, how much I scream and shake over you
If only you knew that all the times you hung out with her or kissed her it was like a stab in the side
If only you knew that I was right here loving you
needing you to live
would you still be with her?
would you be with me?
maybe you would be with someone far away from anything I've ever dreamt of or known
You say you dont want to hurt me
you say you never want to see me sad or cry
But if you really wanted to help me
if you ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT ME
then you would leave