The numbness sets in again Something I’d been craving for seemingly eons But as soon as it came, the numbness sails away And leaves a large hole in its wake
What had been filling that hole I’m not so sure But had a different kind of numbness been filling the hole A kind of numbness I hadn’t noticed before?
It’s been a while since I’ve felt any sort of way about anyone But this is different
I hate them But I care for them I want to hold them... I want to bury those feeling deep in the ground Where it won’t be heard, that struggling sound
This feeling seemingly pulled out the numbness, unclogging the hole Only to place a mesh net where the ocean flows right through I’m not quite sure what do...
But this feeling of numbness... Maybe it isn’t so new