I'm not who she wanted me to be...
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What the fuck is wrong with her? Why would she do this to me?

I'm not who she wanted me to be...

by: andy_blue12 :) This poem is about my sadness towards my relationship with my mom!

What the fuck is wrong with her?

Why would she do this to me?

She's supposed to be my mother.

Not some

Not some DERANGED

Not some DERANGED referee.

I will do whatever she wants,

I will conform to all her rules.

I will give her a robot response,

I am not a human, I'm a tool.

I faked, and faked, and faked.

But I'll finally give in.

So far I have escaped,

But this time she knows she'll win.

Because the one thing she knows hurts,

The one thing I won't let myself do.

This is a never ending curse,

But I know she'll follow through.

Why doesn't she nurture, and protect?

It's what a mother is supposed to do.

She's a queen, and I'm the subject,

Who didn't follow the rules.

To her, I'm not a child,

But a nuisance, a mistake.

And for this, I'll be exiled,

Cause perfection, I can't fake.

I'll never to live up to her standards,

But this isn't news to me.

Her "support" has just been slander,

I'm not who she wants me to be.

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