Andthereshegoes

@andreawsup

Just writing rubbish here, don't mind me



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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
Do you ever feel sad because you can’t open up and have a good conversation with someone anymore and you just get quiet all of a sudden, building thoughts in your head and you just write it instead?
Alone In My Thoughts
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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
There are really days when all I have are cigarettes and a heavy heart.
Cigarettes & I.
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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
I’ve seen your everything. No really, I mean it. I’ve seen your weakest phase and found your softest spot. I’ve seen your hang-ups and I witnessed how you can stand right up in just a snap. I’ve seen everything in just a short stretch of time… yet I am...
I’m Mad. Madly In Love.
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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
You don’t fret lapses, slips, and stumbles. It’s okay to make a little hole on that big ball you have been trying to build for yourself. Your enemy is not giving in to that choice you’ve been trying to avoid… …it is doing the same mistakes all over ...
Slippers
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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
How do you put them together? How do you become one? I have been avoiding this utterly terrifying thoughts. But I guess I just really have to face it one way or another. This is one of my 2am thoughts that I really hate to entertain but my mind is ...
Peter Griffin.
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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
How could it be possible?
How could it be possible to look so normal while your mind travels into the unknown road of chaotic revolutions? Sometimes, I can look totally fine and unbothered. Just flashing broken smiles with a w...
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Andthereshegoes . 2 years ago
Cannon Ball -Damien Rice
Built a carousel, so you take all the way the horses and smiles. Went to school, so you can study all her lessons.
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
These are the days
When you are the first thing that comes to my mind whenever I want to rant about life, my struggles, and I just need to say my thoughts out loud while we drown in alcohol, drinking our hearts away whi...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Just having one of those days where I get this specific kind of episode and my mind is acting up and playing against my confused state of sanity. Don’t ask me. I don’t know too. I just live with it and act like I’m not a freak. Lol.
BPD party
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
After my last entry here, I was kind of busy and pre-occupied so I didn’t have the urge to right my thoughts. Oh yeah , I’m officially 31. Not that any of you cares. Haha!
Another year older, another year funkier.
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Monica Lewinsky
I have been playing this song since last night. The lyrics are gangsta but I dig it. Anyway, lately, my emotions are as unstable and shifty as my personality. Don't get me wrong, I am happy about wha...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
I am a certified middle-ager, whatever that is. I just made that up. Lol. In a few days, I’ll be 31. I really don’t know what it is about numbers, but I am getting anxious knowing I will never be aging backwards.
“Middle-ager”
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
(Holy cow, I actually composed and wrote half of my thoughts already and I just accidentally deleted it… what the heck. Sheesh) So, here we are. Anyway, as I was reading stories that I published here, I sounded really confused, beaten up and living a...
Someone told me to write again.
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
C. A. R. E
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Prosopagnosia, you fucking trip.
These past few weeks, I've been very irritable, I am agitated as fuck. I am just scared to admit this but I am having a hard time remembering everything. Even people's faces! They're blurry and I am g...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Types of people.
There are those types of people who will try and make you believe that you need help or that you are a mess, so they will suggest that you should change. I don't really appreciate those kinds. People ...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
To my Dad
Happy Death Anniversary, Daddy. I don't why I included "happy". Like, why do people celebrate the death of a person? I'm not making any sense. Sorry. Hey Dad, how's it hanging up there? I know you wil...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Empty House
Every single day is full of hatred and shouting and negativity in her home. Mostly because of her mother who is always extra in everything. She is now at her right age (old enough) and would really gi...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Another drunk night.
So I was with my guy friends last night. Some of them got a huge crush on me back when we were still youngsters. (Eewww sorry I don't intend to sound arrogant, sorry for that) but never did they take ...
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Andthereshegoes . 3 years ago
Strange Dancer
She dances around the fire and moon, Yet she needs to hurry, it might end soon.
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