Quit smoking and excessive drinking, It was supposed to help with healthy thinking.
That day I made it clear to myself - It's also time to quit you.
Gone hard on greens, had spinach, kale daily. Worked out every other day, I even had a schedule.
On weekly basis: abs, some arms and ass. My selfie game was on point, I got a tonne DMs.
Until a day I saw you holding hands And calling her your girlfriend.
You never called me that in front of your best friends. It really hurt, I couldn’t stop it.
That day I started smoking cigarettes again And drinking wine, I had no schedule.
I made a lot of calls and texts Quite clearly, I couldn't quit you.
I liked you when you’ve had a ‘few’ tequilas You’d talk things intimate, as if you mean it.
I really wish you started heavy drinking And tried to feel instead of thinking.