February 1, 2019

Did my make up,

Did my make up, real pretty.

Did my make up, real pretty. Six days ago I picked this day

as the day I overdose

as the day I overdose on pills

as the day I overdose on pills and whiskey

as the day I overdose on pills and whiskey and whatever else I can dig up.

I remember the last time we touched,

I remember the last time we touched, and I'm too aware that it was the last time.

So today is the day.

So today is the day. I'll never have to feel my heart drop

So today is the day. I'll never have to feel my heart drop and my chest rot

I'll never have to relive our memories again.