Watching the sun set behind the horizon,
Knowing that you will never give me another chance,
Because of how awfully I treated you.
I could write hundreds of letters to you
But never be able to express my sorrow.
I loved the person I thought you could be
But you shot me down
With cruel comments and cold stares.
Sometimes I thought I saw a smile directed at me,
Then looked behind me and saw something far better.
I implore you to forgive me.
You have called me your nemesis,
Then later randomly sing about me.
Could you imagine my confusion?
One minute I think you like me
The next I know that's far from the truth.
Tell me the truth
I deserve to know.
Do you love me for me?
Or do you despise me?
I just want to know.
My heart has been broken numerous times,
So it's not like it'll hurt.
Oh, who am I kidding?
I thought I loved who you could become,
Actually, I still do.
With the sun, sets my heart.
I can't feel pain, because I'm immune.
Again, who am I kidding?
There's always a song that reminds me of you
Always a way to trigger the tears of sorrow,
That come when I think about who I could have been.
I wish I could have been in your league, or that you'd descend into mine
We can only be together in fiction,
Because you and everyone else cares too much about the past
To realize that I could have had potential.
But that was ripped away too.
After everything blows over, though, and realization hits
I hope you all can sleep at night.