I'm drowning in an
E N D L E S S
Sea of bitter agony and betrayal.
I'm shocked by your touch,
The electricity jolting through me
Inch by miserable inch.
Why engage me further into a ball of
I N S T A B L E E M O T I O N S
That I'm trying so desperately to escape?
I never knew the cruelty you held within you
Until I sensed it rolling off you in waves,
And saw it in your cold, unyielding eyes,
And felt it when your skin made contact with mine.
And you left me for dead,
Wanting me to implode of self pity and an utter sense of brokenness.
But I can help but to think that this isn't who I am,
And that I will rise,
And come back stronger than I ever was before.
So I would be thanking you, except for all I feel is complete sympathy
For you, because you won't know what hit you.