I've never been so scared
Waiting for a crash to come
I was so used to people leaving
My Anorexia made sure that just about everyone did
This is different
I am different
I love her so much
I fear sometimes I don't deserve this
The gasping-for-air-laughter we share
The loud music we listen and sing badly along to-I know I can be myself
It's incredible how happy she makes me
I feel ill at the thought of losing her
I'm attached yet this is the healthiest relationship I've ever been in
It also feels like the most dangerous
Because there's so much at stake
She knows me well
And I'm in awe
So passionate/kind/funny/smart/supportive
I know she is in my life
She is meant to be
I hope she is meant to stay
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