20 years old class of 2016 the innocence of not knowing that i'll regret the words "i can't wait to graduate". I'm lost in reality that i can not comprehend that i'm not part of it my mind works in a ... As i plop down on the cushion seat that welcomes my butt in the passenger side of my mom's car as the vibration of the engine starts up moving the four wheel vehicle onto our destination window rolled... These four walls that surround me or the only thing i can call home, locked in this small room for hours days after days trapped in another that is my own thoughts, i am alone on my own. Talking to my... I miss you, and that's the question i ask myself every day why should i miss you, should i miss the headaches of fighting and worrying about what's gonna happen when you pop the white pill into your m...