I see you entire chapter 2.

Tinder, the dating app, is a satan site. Full of catfish and foreign guys trying to get pictures. My profile says; Nico ward, Age 25, occupation: ...., lives in: Washington, D.C.

all of this is true, though you'd assume f.b.i men are older. I know Luna is 23 so we're very close in age. Luna also lives in a town in Virginia very close to D.C.

This all sounds incredibly incriminating. But it's my job,,and I didn't mean to fall in love.....

At this point everyone hates me, I know it. You're all thinking about how I'm a creep and.......I know. I know. There isn't a night where I don't think about how I'm a freak.

Camreon is covering both shifts to make up for my lack of sleep. By the time I stumble into my apartment I'm so tired I can't think. I grab a quick meal.

Reheated McDonalds can taste really good when you're sleep deprived. I live off a pretty good paycheck, but I do enjoy the finer things in life. And McDonald's is definitely a finer thing.

I wake up feeling like I had been out drinking the entire night, something I'm not exactly new to doing.

It's not as though I'm not used to waking up lacking energy and feeling anything but rejuvenated. Today just feels different. I feel like I'm being chained to my bed.....just downright awful.

I wish I felt better, but I have a suspicion that I won't. I'm not allowed to have a therapist, liability's yada yada, but I really really really wish I had one right now.

Cameron tries his best, but even he has problems. He really is the man.

I make it through the day........somehow. Cameron and I have the next week off as vacation so we plan a little trip.

to get my mind off....I get a notification. It's from tinder.