the one thing i wont say

from the moment i heard your voice

i knew i wanted to be friends with you

Okay, to be fair it was the accent

but hey, can you blame me?

Since the moment i realized that you might be fliritng with me

i had to make a choice:

let thing happen and loose you as a friend and make things weird

or

push you away from it

so i chose to push you away

I hate it as well

i just know we dont mesh in that form

but is it just because i made it so?

i know! I know it was stupid

and now i blame things on myself.

i know i am a bad person

but i swear id rather have someone as a friend

then as a partner for a month and never talk again