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I saw a ghost on the stairs, And sheets on my bed with tears, The silverware would so much nice in my skin, Even so, I'm not sure this is how I think. I've been longing for, My medication to hit me real hard,

And I wish that plant life would grow up above me, So I wont have to wish anymore. So I wont have to wish anymore. I saw myself in a den, Reading my books all again, My tears flowed like a waterfall as they poured from my eyes, Heaven knows, I could really use a friend.

I'd rather die then just deal with this pain this hole in my heart and this voice in my head Nothing can mask it just shove way down Maybe it'll be better if I weren't here instead

I've been longing for, My medication to hit me real hard, And I wish that plant life would grow up above me, So I wont have to wish anymore. So I wont have to wish anymore.

Your spirit is sweet, so sorry to your sheets, And i wish i could give you a hug, Show me your arms, 'cause you must need it like me, But i just grin and bear it a while. Just grin and bear it a while.

I'd rather die then just deal with this pain this hole in my heart and this voice in my head Nothing can mask it just shove way down Maybe it'll be better if I weren't here instead

Some day I'll bust out, Of this now haunted house, 'Cause I'm sick of waiting for, All the spider webs to grow all around me, 'Cause I sodead anymore. And I'm too afraid anymore.

I'd rather die then just deal with this pain this hole in my heart and this voice in my head Nothing can mask it just shove way down Maybe it'll be better if I weren't here instead

Maybe it'll be better if I weren't here instead