wish for death

I cry and I cry

I have excuses to get over my broken heart

I wish someone understands my wish for death

colours in my life just seems vanished

I know there is good time after that rain

But I am so sick of that rainbow

gun is my new love

but why don't I get strength to pull the trigger

why?

he broke my heart

but everyone seems to loose my heart's key

feels like I am lost in ocean

but I just don't want to get out

I am dying inside

just sick of life

lord knows I have tried, but jumping from building seems more easy