I thought you understood I see now that you never could for every love letter i wrote, because yes that's what we did, I felt my heart pulling me towards you.
I thought I was broken, and I thought you could fix me
but I see now you never could. I gave you literal clothes off my back and it still wasn't enough I gave you everything but the air from my lungs, but you wanted more.
in taking care of you I forgot to take care of myself. soothing the thoughts from your nightmares, gave me terrors of my own.in making sure that you ate at every meal, I forgot to eat my own.
as I stayed awake to make sure you slept, I grew weaker. and you grew stronger. I gave you everything I could, and everything you asked for, but still you wanted more.
eventually, I had nothing left to give, and I broke. every hour and every minute to the second was devoted to you. at your highest point, you left me.
you left me, not realizing it was the lowest point of my life. you didn't care. you left me in the dark because I gave you all my light. you left me in the cold because I gave you all my warmth.
in the rain because you took all my sun. I gave you all the tape that was holding me together in the hopes that I could help fix you. now? I realise that you were never broken.
everything you told me was a lie.
you said you loved me.
I see now you never could.