UnFocused

I need to be focused

I need to think straight

But every time I try

I fail at the gate.

How do I get back to it?

I am told to stop my thoughts.

But the only way I know how,

is to be in the land of Bodhisattvas.

I can only think at work.

And think when I am at home.

But in the land of the Buddha Hall

I am happy when I'm alone.

How can I spend more time there?

When so many ask things of me...

Why do I need to do what I do,

If I am never happy?

I guess I just need to learn to say no in the beginning...

But by doing that I am losing out on everything, and its winnings.

BY, AJA