I need to be focused
I need to think straight
But every time I try
I fail at the gate.
How do I get back to it?
I am told to stop my thoughts.
But the only way I know how,
is to be in the land of Bodhisattvas.
I can only think at work.
And think when I am at home.
But in the land of the Buddha Hall
I am happy when I'm alone.
How can I spend more time there?
When so many ask things of me...
Why do I need to do what I do,
If I am never happy?
I guess I just need to learn to say no in the beginning...
But by doing that I am losing out on everything, and its winnings.