Fighting the Feeling

Desires for the flesh Do I just want to have sex?

But that turns into feelings, And more desires for flesh.

I know she is leaving soon. So soon it really hurts.

She doesn't know any of this, That is the mistake- the first.

I know I shouldn't fight it, But it seems really too late.

I can't go out with her, Not even on a date.

So if I am honest with myself, And tell her how I feel.

I think things will go well. And that is what I am most afraid of, for real.

AJA