Desires for the flesh Do I just want to have sex?
But that turns into feelings, And more desires for flesh.
I know she is leaving soon. So soon it really hurts.
She doesn't know any of this, That is the mistake- the first.
I know I shouldn't fight it, But it seems really too late.
I can't go out with her, Not even on a date.
So if I am honest with myself, And tell her how I feel.
I think things will go well. And that is what I am most afraid of, for real.