I know that I wanted this after knowing that I can’t have you. What I wonder more now is why am I not trying to get out of it! I don’t want to get out of this and I’m learning to live with the pain. I don’t even know if we can meet anytime soon or if we will ever meet again to just look at your eyes and fall asleep in your arms..
Well! This has made me believe in the fact that imagination is better than reality. It is because in my imagination, you’re mine n I don’t have to be worried about losing you cos u r mine. There is no one who can take you away from me. I don’t have to check my phone for messages continuously even after knowing that you won’t respond. I don’t have to long for your attention as I know u will be there for me.
I’m going through a high time reality check now. Holding on tight to something that really isn’t going to work anytime. Trying to make things right when I’m doing something wrong. I don’t want to call it a mistake cos I don’t regret it.
I don’t regret waiting for your status to change from last seen to online. I don’t regret for depending on you. I don’t regret for being this depressed person. I don’t regret for this pain I’m going through now. I don’t regret for giving so much importance to someone again in my life that decides my happiness. I don’t regret for the tears & wet pillows. I don’t regret expressing my feelings. I don’t regret giving myself to you. No regrets!