FRIENDS?

I’m crying but the tears don’t show, I’m lying, no body seems to know . I’m flying solo, I’m screaming on the down low.

I’m crying but the tears don’t show, I’m lying, no body seems to know . I’m flying solo, I’m screaming on the down low. It’s crazy the way things are, It’s like my life is just a mar. It’s impossible to fit in among the stars It’s embarrassing to feel like a scar

They don’t care about me They never once thought about me They only use me They probably don’t even like me

Who am I kidding? Why do I lie to myself?

Why do I make myself feel like a queen?

When I’m nothing but a brat who just wants to disappear, I Want to disappear I Want to be invisible

So that they won’t see the pain in my eyes or the hole in my heart

So they won’t notice that I’ve lost my smile or that a sparkle in my eyes

So they won’t see just how much they’ve been hurting me.

They did that to me, Alienated me, Because of their own personal problems. They could have let me in, Shown me their pain, Instead of hurting me. But it's all good now, I used my words to cope, And little lines engraved in my hand to numb the pain. It's good now,I still think of it, But it's good now,I PROMISE. - a poem written long ago but published due to a little inspiration from Hunter's courage.(#Comatose)