The house is dark and quiet
As my thoughts overwhelm my head
Everyone sleeping peacefully
As the chaos takeovers my brain
I find myself thinking about things that make me uncomfortable.
Mistakes iv made or all my irrational fears
Unable to stop the motion that's been set forth
I remember the medicine in my drawer for times like this
But still, feel reluctant to take it
I know it can help me in my moment of need
But the paranoia has taken over and I find myself in a panic
Not daring to wake my loved one as I relive all my fears
I'm waiting for that sweet bliss of sleep to finally save me.
So I can start a new day with no fear until the night creeps again.
I find myself asking why in like this with no answer.
I just have to make it through the night again
Bc in the day I'm a different person
Happy and cheerful like no one could touch her
No one knows that nightfall is my weakness.
Where the darkest part of my mind creeps out amongst the shadows.