Sad, happy, mad, disappointed, hurt, etc who never gave up? ME! Sometimes I can be an emotional rollercoaster 🎢 idk if God wants me to be alone mentally for a reason or if it’s life.
But I’m here for me through w.e, this can’t be the end for me. I was good to all even when I was mad, aggressive, rude etc. Nothing could stop me from loving the ppl around me even if they cared for others more than me. Or didn’t really take their time to understand me and my life.
I can’t make nobody see me for who I am and if they can’t see it then so be it. Plenty of ppl left me heartbroken and all, family, friends, men. The thing about it is that God know that imma cry when I’m badly hurt but through the tears and ache I’m going to continue living even if it hurt.
The devil was in my head bad last night I was so ready to go. Eyes was red as ever and face swollen, my mind tryna comprehend why certain things happens to me, like am I not already broken and hurt enough? Or am I not good enough to have genuine love, loyalty, friendship, familyship, relationship?
Today is new and fresh so I must keep going right?