When thoughts exploding in your head And pain don‘t stop disturbing,
The longing keeps you from your bed And people keep intruding.
When peace looks just too far away And silence sounds like heaven,
You pray for them to stay away, But looks like they don‘t get it.
I thought you should have known before, I thought you were prepared
But mind is strange, not always works, And tricks are never fair.
When fists keep pounding on your door And pillow just stops helping,
You bang your head to nearest wall And get their sick attention.
They swore your name forever more, But tears just start to gather.
You swear yourself you will not fall, You will not let this happen.
And when your scream will scorch the floor, Their tries don‘t really matter,
Cause silence will invade your thoughts And happens just what happens.