The lines between friends, family, strangers and enemies seem to be fading to me. I can't tell who is who. I don't know anymore. After all they are all just people.
People lie, cheat, deceive, hurt and leave. My heart's a void but it has run out of space. It wants something to complete it yet nothing can. My love lost in an abyss of thought.
My brain burns every time I think of another being. I don't know who to trust. My secrets have been used too much. My name has been thrown away. I've lost myself to the people in my past.
I have no one. The emptiness kills me yet its the only place I feel safe. I imprison my soul within four walls, not letting it see the world. I rely on smoke and shadows for company.
I rely on my heartbeat for sound. I was so much more, but now I'm a shell of a human, just waiting for this pain to end.