Despair enters my sorrow heart and depressed mind. Being betrayed by my friends and being left out leaves my mind with suicidal thoughts.
Being bullied and treated with disrespect only makes my state worse. I thought I could trust them — I really did.
They were my pride and joy. I looked forward hanging out with them everyday, until they brought a leader upon themselves.
He picked out only the special kids, the ones that were close to him and could do things without an error. He then made it a secret, and everyone gathered elsewhere while I was alone.
My family left me; they stabbed me in the back like an unwanted and injured dog with a limping leg. My whole world instantly changed along with my attitude.
No more greetings and smiles every morning. I started being alone more often, and at night I cried myself to sleep. I started becoming suicidal and hurting myself daily.
If I wasn’t a minor, I’m sure I would have started smoking and drinking. This live has become hopeless, to the point of giving up everything.