Teach me to let go of what I want to set free. To free the things I've trapped in places I can no longer find. Find me some place with no traps and no twisting turns to trip the unsuspecting.
I suspect it no longer exists for existing is all I've ever done though never for what I hoped. I hope it's not too late because lately you've been the center of my thoughts.
I thought it was over and done a chapter left sealed and closed tight. But tightly I hold onto you and cling to memories that never were real.
Really i feel I'll never let it out, never say the words that keep themselves hidden. Hide the ones that rise to the top and drown those with the courage to be seen.
You see you're all that ever mattered to me and all I ever wished I could someday be. To be in your thoughts I think would feel extraordinary.
An extraordinarily satisfying feeling I fear I'll never know. I know that to love is to fear and to be in fear is something I hate. And I hate to say that I am scared beyond belief.
I believe that what I'm trying to say is that I am afraid of how much I love you and that I'm going somewhere I've never been before.
But before I go remember to never forget and forget all that I said before and leave with the assurance of knowing that no one has ever loved you more.