Who would have thought that a year could go by? That the pain that you caused would change my whole life.
4 years in the making, two rings and two hearts now I just sit here aching with the thoughts and the scars.
Yet I'm grateful, because you'll forever be my angel. Never see you again but my heart remains faithful.
Know you hate me and yeah girl it's justified... but when I said that I loved you I never lied.
Now I just improvise, more me than I have ever been. Heartbreak gave me strength girl I'm stronger than I hoped to be.
Happiness in myself reaching levels I have never seen but when I think of you I get sad at the thought of what could have been.
Fuck whoever you love right now. Fuck the image of me that you hold right now. That guy from the past that you hold in such contempt well he died of grief right the moment that you left.
Who am I right now? Just a man finding his direction. Praying one day he finds love of a greater perfection.
I don't hate you, I love you and that remains forever. But I will never wait around, because I know I deserve better.
Right now, I'm me and being me is great. Thank you for helping me realise that. I'm sorry for all my mistakes.