He's near me yet away,
away from my soul and yet
I hope he finds his way to me anyway.
I see his face full of life,
and get lost in it that I ignore,
that life in my face too fades
when I expect his smile at me a lot more.
Away he goes farther away,
not feeling at all as I feel,
and it pricks my heart in knowing that fact,
and wait it to heal.
Everyday has become a fight between my heart and brain,
I want to ignore everything but still want to stay,
hopelessly hoping that some miracle may occur one day,
He won't be farther away.