How are you feeling?

I just wanted to check in on you guys because the past year has been terrible, everyone knows it.

And we all thought 2021 would be better but it hasn't really gotten better, at least for me.

I mean, I can't stop thinking about Jonghyun and it makes me so sad. My grandma is getting sicker day by day and I'm not that close to her and I know I'll regret that some day.

And the GOT7 news. I still can't process that they're disbanding. I can't believe it. I may not be that big of a stan but I'm still so sad.

I can't imagine what ahgase are going through.

And I'm listening to a study playlist to work on homework but instead it's making me sad and getting me in my feels :(

Don't get me started on school. I'm so behind and I'm failing most of my classes. I don't know what to do. I even considered dropping out.

I just don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard but what can I do? Also why do I need to know any of this stuff. I don't get it.

I wanted to be an English teacher but now I'm reconsidering because honestly once school is over I never wanna go near it again.

I want to make a difference in the world so I was thinking of working for UNICEF or Islamic Aid Society. I'm a huge humanitarian.

So, yeah. That's my rant. If you wanna talk let me know okay?