May 17, 2020 Dear Yeosang, I remember the first time we met. You thought I was an emo nerd. But when those girls pushed me to the ground you scared them away. I didn't want you to pity me. Especially because I had feelings for you for a while. I still do. I ran away.
May 26, 2020 Dear Yeosang, You sat next to me in class the next week. I didn't know why, but you started a conversation with me. Soon I opened up and we talked more. But my fears were rising.
June 2, 2020 Dear Yeosang, When you met my brother, you thought he was my boyfriend. It was a funny day. But when you realized who he was, you became friends. You gave me a fleeting hope that you were jealous of him until you said that you thought he was a murderer. You weirdo. I wish you were jealous.
June 15, 2020 Dear Yeosang, Happy birthday! I miss you a lot. My conditions getting worse. Do you remember me? Because I can't forget you. I thought you said we'd be friends forever. The roses are growing thicker. I dont have much time.
June 20, 2020 Dear Yeosang, Remember when you found me sitting under a tree holding a wrinkled red rose? And you got worried but I told you that I was fine and I just wanted to clear my head? The rose was pink before.
June 27, 2020 Dear Yeosang, My brother's 17th birthday will always be a terrible day in my mind. It was the day you told me you were in love. I put on a smile though. But I was dying inside. Literally.
July 3, 2020 Dear Yeosang, I went to the hospital today. They don't know what the cure of my condition is. I do though. And I also know I'll never be cured.
July 7, 2020 Dear Yeosang, My brother misses you. When I bring you up he gets angry, saying you left me for your dream. But that's okay. I could never make you happy. And I never will. I don't think well see eachother again.
July 23, 2020 Dear Yeosang, This is my last letter. The roses will have grown too thick for me too live by tommorrow. I'm sorry about the blood stains on this. Don't be sad. It was never your fault. I just wish I could've told you and got it off my chest.
Please take care of my brother. I don't know why you were ever so kind to me. But I'll never forget. And smile. You deserve the world. I love you. You don't have to say it back. I'm at peace now. Goodbye my love. I'll see you again one day. Until then.
THE END. I'm sorry this is so crappy, but I was feeling sad. And in case you are too, lemme cheer you up.