I know this abyss very well I’ve been there before, many times, you see
This place is dark, and it keeps on going
With no end in sight, when you think it couldn’t get any darker, any longer
It keeps on going, and going, and it’s getting darker, and darker
My brain and my heart, two very different things
My heart sees the light at the top But my brain is too focused on the bottom
My heart aches to see, to be free!
I go to the top, just to go back down Why do I go? I have to, you see
In my head, it’s calling out to me! While my heart screams, “just let us be”
These horrors, they are never any good, but still I just need to see!
“One last time, then we can go! But before we leave, let’s go a bit deeper, there is more to see”
“This time I promise! Just one last to say goodbye”
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, GOODBYE! I’m so damn sick of saying goodbye!
How can my brain welcome you so, and my heart jumps at the chance to say goodbye?!
You see, what I’m trying to say... if I may
This is forever, a constant fight, between myself. My heart and my brain
Until one day, I’ll go too deep. Always sinking, ALWAYS sinking, and the light has faded away
This deep, dark abyss, as beautiful as it may seem
when I’m gone, sinking into the abyss, there will always be someone to take my place