I wish someone would love me the way I have loved people

I have realized I am never anyone's first choice. But that is okay, because I am my first choice.

We love abandonment issues.

It's hard to forgive when the only person you thought had your back turned their back at you

Do you know how it feels like when the only person you ever loved and trusted so much leaves? The pain. The rejection. The betrayal. It is all unfair.

As I am growing up, I am getting scared. I don't want to end up as a failure :(

I honestly have no idea what it is like to be a teenage. I just know that I envy people who get to meet their friends anytime and have a social life. And experience being a teenager.

It's a pain hard to describe, but trauma changes a lot of things.

Life sometimes doesn't make sense. Especially when the people who're supposed to protect you, just destroy you. Blood is murkier than water, a curse.

If you know what it's like to see your dad turn into your number one hater, you'll relate. Maybe one day, he'll will look at you with less hate & disgust in his eyes

If you been slut shamed ever, you'll relate. It's honestly very fucked, but it's their words against yours.

Sometimes, the favorite parent rips your heart and pretends it's all okay :)